Creamistress 6:
"The Centered Polenta"

ONLY MY PERVERSE FANTASY CAN STILL SAVE YOU

By Lance E. Rector

Creamistress 6 opens with a shot of the London Eye, a giant ferris wheel from which one views all of downtown London. This shot consolidates the images of the eye (“I”) and the wheel, both significant to Sortor, somewhat-versed as she is in Western culture prior to its reduction to control by Rupert Murdoch and the like; and she's trying to catch up on developments since, for one must relate to succeeding generations, to have a lasting impact ("I's" being phallic; "O's" being vulvar; both meeting in "eye," which sounds like "I" but looks female.)

The wheel appears in various forms both in Creamistress 6 and in Sortor’s other works. In the first instance it refers to the Medieval Chaucerian or Sony Pictures t.v. "Wheel of Fortune" (www.wheeloffortune.com; I wanted to say wheel of torture) concept: what goes up, must come down; as well as to the Bible or The Byrds’ concept of, to everything, there is a season. And Sortor, Shakespeare fan that she is, also has in mind his, “Nor time nor place did then adhere,/ And yet you would make both! [NOW,] they have MADE THEMSELVES!/ And that--their very fitness now!--doth UNmake you!!” (Macbeth; emendation, emphasis and exclamation points supplied).

The wheel is visually related to the spiral emblem that appears later in Creamistress 6. The spiral refers to, among other things, Emerson’s essay by that name, and suggests growth and change; while a simple wheel might suggest perpetual repetition. Although there are certain moments in Sortor’s life she wouldn’t mind repeating, possibly perpetually . . . oh yeah!!! Though there are others she'd just as soon had never happened--er, Sortor, like Heraclitus, sees CHANGE as the only constant, especially small change, which is hard to get rid of. Thus in Creamistress 6, the wheel emblem--though lovely as the “handiwork of Callimachus” referred to in Yeats’ Lapis Lazuli--ultimately explodes.

The spiral also looks kind of like a navel, implicating birth or re-birth, nourishment, and a withered or outgrown tie to the (m)Other, among other things. Not to mention navel-gazing. Creamistress 6 is not particularly autobiographical, however, Sortor having spent massive amounts of time and money in trying to put her past behind her; though how successful are such efforts, really, ever; and even now I'm pretty sure she'd be better off on some sort of medication; but if it weren't for such prone-to-perturbation Cassandras, who would warn of brain tumors caused by cel phones, among other things; and besides, what if such medication became unavailable following a terrorist attack; then better never to have become dependent upon it.

Sortor also has in mind a lot of other stuff, some of the gist which is: at any given point in time and space, we are at a certain point in our growth spiral, and we are confronted with certain limitations and certain opportunities; and certain additional possibilities lurk about, if we can hurry up, stall, remove ourselves to another location, or tell the officer a convincing excuse. (Not that Sortor's actually performed all that well in the excuse department. But in sum, welcome to Dial-a-Life. ) So it’s helpful, sometimes critical, to spot or manufacture as many possibilities as possible.

Other circumferences or borders are also highly significant for Sortor, in ways at least dimly disclosed in Creamistress 6.

The exploding “eye” is succeeded first by a title page incorporating veiny vines and a white version of the Creamistress wheel emblem; then by the inmost recess of a cave.

[Next something about how we owe psychokillers for committing all that bad stuff we’d all like to do--where the h--- did that come from?? But must trust one's unconscious!!]

We see the back of the cave, hemispherical, dribbled with white. Nature’s graffiti--mineral secretions, bat excrement, or something less random? One does not know, and one need not be ashamed to admit it.

Next, we see the Creamistress in the cave, sheerly veiled. She is both queen and novitiate, among other things, reflecting the supremacy of youth in modern culture, among other things. Her name, Mira Fibbah, suggests “fibbing mirror” and is a rough acronym of Barney’s “Hiram Abiff.” “Mira” is also a diminutive of “Miranda,” the daughter of Prospero in Shakespeare’s The Tempest, who famously exclaims, “O brave new world,/ That has such people in't!”

Apart from her veil, Mira is dressed, as we shall see, in the uniform worn by the other Creamsters, consisting of a skirt evocative of the veined Barney plaid, with the division and curves of closed bees’ wings in front. The skirt is, like a Masonic apron, open in back, though more coyly so; hey, it's not like anyone was getting paid for this gig. And b.t.w., designing the Creamettes’ costumes was worse than picking bridesmaids’ outfits.

Mira’s veil is too transparent to obscure her much; it's more a reminder of those membranes or boundaries that are all but invisible, perhaps artificial or even delusional, yet somehow there, whatever the hell that means. (Unlike the hymen; at least for some gals, I understand, it’s altogether too much there. Sortor, however, spent a little time on horseback at an early age.) The Creamsters also wear a sash bearing the wheel emblem.

As the next scene opens, we recede out of the cave, revealing it as perhaps the most female-looking cave on the planet: Catarina Cave, in Palo Duro Canyon (where Sortor had a great Labor Day weekend in 2002). The canyon is located outside of Amarillo, Texas, home of "The Big Texan" restaurant, where you can get a not--in the opinion of this writer--so-good 72 oz. steak for free, if you can eat it all in an hour! [Is Texas the rest of the country's id; embarrassing, but we do what, deep down, the rest of you would like to?] It is with this landscape that the dialogue with Barney’s Cremasters is commenced in earnest.

Let me mention at this point that Sortor is a sincere fan of the Cremasters and admirer of Barney. They say a picture’s worth a thousand words; well, Barney’s works speak volumes, and not just spatially-sculpturally; and Sortor is sincerely glad someone put some cash into it, for painfully obvious reasons as well as some not-so obvious ones.

Creamistress 6 carries forward the color schemes of the Cremasters, especially the orange and green of Cremaster 3; orange being the hair color that makes Sortor’s boyfriend look repellently yet fascinatingly like an over-sized Lucky Charms refugee, and green being the color of the Creamsters’ tent, and of money. And white being important as the color of power and of spot-resistant innocence, one of the many benisons of synthetic fabrics, especially since Sortor’s cat peed on the Candidate’s white tutu shortly before the shoot (fun true fact!)

As the next scene opens, we find ourselves in what appears to be a cross between an outpatient surgical center and a beauty salon. From over the Creamistress’s shoulder and partly obscured by her veil, we first glimpse the Horny Candidate. He is apparently naked except for a white tutu, and is seated with his back towards us, facing into a mirror. As Sortor learned from Plato’s Republic, one cannot see oneself without an Other, however imperfect. Speaking of which, other Creamsters then enter.

The Creamettes push a cart laden with various disconcerting-looking knives, utensils, and appliances, and a lovely array of fresh veggies. One Creamette is older and has huge bags under her eyes from sewing costumes into the wee hours the previous night; that would unfortunately be Sortor.

It soon appears that the cart also carries a prosthetic mouth, ears, and other items, to be applied to the so-far-stoic Horny Candidate. In his next stage of development, he'll apparently need enlarged organs of perception. The scene is evocative of certain gruesome procedures to which the Cremaster protagonists are subjected; but here, in lieu of, e.g., a transformation of teeth and entrails into the leverage of a stick or rod, we're privy to something between a make-over and Iron Chef.

Of course no great artwork, especially a Barney parody, would be complete without goo. In Creamistress 6, the divine substances that lubricate and bind are (1) shaving cream and (2) marshmallow fluffer stuff. These substances would have more cachet if they were more repellant, but hey, life's tough; give in to some yumminess!

The Creamettes apply prostheses, goo, and veggies to the Horny Candidate. Two ice cream cones are affixed to his forehead like horns. A Creamette hands the Candidate a hand mirror and rotates him in his chair so he can view the back of his new “do”; which just goes to show that, to cover one’s back, one actually needs two mirror-Others (hence the importance of triangulation and trinities? And c.f. the desirability of two or more parents--it's hard enough to put together a decent worldview from any two, let alone just one?).

The next scene unfolds at The M.A.C. Artspace, Dallas’s nearest equivalent to the Guggenheim that would give us permission to shoot there in this lifetime. The Horny Candidate is in the men’s room, again facing a mirror. The roll of toilet paper seen in the background represents [must think of something--it’s another wheel, dispensing a fragile, napkin-like membrane; what else? Reference to quest to return to more pristine, original state? To defecate (i.e. paint or write) on an almost-endless canvas?]

The Horny Candidate has lost his veggies (perhaps eaten them?) but still wears the ice cream cones. He carefully removes the cones, revealing that their scaffolding or artifice apparently served to protect or inspire the growth of real, nascent horns. (Sortor got this from Mircea Eliade's Myth and Reality--great stuff!) The Candidate pulls at one of his new horns, and unfortunately, it comes off. A Homer S. -like “DOH!!” ensues.

Next appears Sortor’s computer screen, through which we see the ghostly-lit interior of a green tent bearing the wheel emblem. Within is the Horny Candidate, seated, mono-horned, and brooding (perturbed at having just one horn, knowing he might have had two? and wondering, what the f--- next. Females have some power but don't use it nearly as often as males fear they will, though when they do, it's usually for everyone's benefit!) A Creamette enters and handcuffs him in plastic soda-bottle rings. She leads him out of the tent; but we can’t help but be aware, there’s no exit (not to quote Sartre too obviously) from the screen of Sortor’s frequently-impaired mind (though assisted by the prosthetic of her computer).

As a general matter, the Creamsters seem in charge, exerting control over the Candidate in ways that seem disturbing yet not entirely unbenign.

The next scene takes place within an indeterminate interior, possibly connected to the cave seen in the opening sequence. The Creamsters, including the veiled Mira Fibbah, escort the Horny Candidate, still handcuffed, to center stage. The Candidate bends into downward-facing dog position, his bottom held high (c.f. the character, Bottom, in Shakespeare’s Midsummer Night’s Dream--a Bottom who wants to play ALL the PARTS!

Mira stands directly behind the Candidate; a Creamette stands to each side. The Creamettes unveil the motionless Mira, then lift back the layers of the Candidate’s tutu, revealing a white cake attached to his bottom--reminiscent of the Catholic-style first communion Sortor yearned for but never had. The camera shifts to a close-up pan of the back of the Candidate’s legs and bottom; he’s wearing boxer shorts featuring the “J. Crew” logo (the ultra-buff Barney was a J. Crew catalogue model in his youth).

The cake bears three red candles and old-fashioned, hard sugar-candy letters spelling ”HAPPY BIRTHDAY.” [Three referring to the three Creamsters and to the triangulation required to view one’s backside? The camera being the THIRD EYE!!! Yes!!--love those vindications of the unconscious!! Though I think most other people should rely on theirs a lot less.]

A Creamette lights the candles, and Mira blows them out. One Creamette removes the candles; the other removes a lid from the top of the cake. Mira presses her face into the top of the cake--an intrusion of sorts--then rises; and we see her face gracefully smothered in Barbisol. Which goes to show that the right things don’t always get shaved. And that although the Creamettes may seem in control of the Candidate, they remain in some sense subject to him--not to mention complicit in such subjugation.

The scene then shifts back to a long shot of Catarina Cave and quickly zooms back into the cave. [That tourist in the DEVO t-shirt--pretty sure it's at least post-post-modern, if not triple post-. Or maybe this essay gets me there?] From the cave's empty depths, the wheel emblem now comes spinning and tumbling toward us. Now, the emblem bears the numbers one through twelve. As it fills the screen, it slows to stop with the six at the top (implying there may be six more episodes to come?? Or perhaps that we’re half-way through countervailing, systemic processes of universal entropy and syntropy--see Sortor’s website---www.c-cyte.com--for additional clues). The wheel bursts into motion again, finally fading to reveal the closing graphic, in which the four characters’ faces fold out in gleeful, Cremaster 1-type smiles.